alcohol induced amnesia
finally, got really drunk and probably made a fool of myself. but the thing is, i don't remember what i did when i was drunk. ugh! that's definitely not a good thing. ugh! why did i even let myself get drunk? looking back, though, i think i allowed myself to get drunk. usually, at times when i am about to go drinking, i prepare myself. i try to be alert and aware of the things i'm drinking and my surroundings. but that night, i just let go and allowed myself not to think of anything other than, err, having fun. i'm just thankful that there were sober people who took care of me eventhough i made it really difficult for them. i'm also thankful that i didn't feel any pain when i hit a post when i was trying to show off to people that i could still run even when i was drunk out of my mind already. and no bruises also. unless the people who told me that was just pulling my leg. that'd suck.