Life under change (reposted from FL)
Well for those of you that don't know I'm uprooting my life in just over 2 months. Heading south to Canberra. I have a beautiful slave that I am getting a place with and at the moment we are considering 24/7.
In planning this I've realised how much I've changed and grown over the last few months. I feel like while I've so much to still learn, when referred to as Mistress Rin I no longer look around for this other person. That is me, what I am, what I've grown into. I also changed the title for those of you that didn't notice me being sneaky and doing it when the feed was down. Changed it to try it on and it fits.
I've also noticed how I see the world changed. I put on the "work clothes" the mask, but as I drive home Mistress Rin comes back out. I go home to find boy waiting for me in my house naked, the sounds of his industrious cleaning in the background. My hand around his throat as I hold him for a welcoming kiss. "mine" My life has become more and more about dominance and submission. The gift they bring to my life. A beautiful woman in my kitchen baking, something I find amazingly sexy. The simple acts of daily chores done to please. At the moment when I'm home alone, I find little things they have moved and it makes me smile. Finding my clothes folded in the draw as I get ready for work, makes me smile and think of him. The distance a little less far.
So this is where I've grown to. I do not know what changes the move will bring, but I welcome the experience.
Mistress Rin