Jul 15, 2005 09:00
well i guess its safe to say that i am not having a very good day lol or maybe week psh i duno but i do know that i dont feel very good right now. also most of my friends have gone away for the weekend. so i will be stuck in a house with a bunch of crazy 13 year old boys running around. psh i thought that one was enough they are comming to invade my life today and tomorrow. My buddys came up from canada this week but they are in Orlando. I wanted to go see them but since i have no one to go with that may be slightly impossable which really sucks.
last night was seriously one of the worst nights in my life. i feel like a horrible person lol. I dont like to hurt people and i know that i did and im sorry for that. I feel sick. i duno what to do lol i need to go out or do something now so i think ill just stop talking because its making me cry again lol
goodbye
<3 ashley