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Christmas time is comming sooon! i just have to get past exams and all that bad stuff. I hope i do good. If i study really hard for all my exams i should end up with pretty good grades. Yea, well today was not too good. well actully it wasnt horrible. I mean most of the day was good.... untill emily showed up. I duno i used to be good friends with her and everything and we had fun and she was nice. But this last year, she has gotten meaner and she is always making fun of me and being mean to me and she draws on my face in class... it is not very nice. Well i do not enjoy her very much anymore. And it seems like whenever she is with brittany they make fun of me even more than usual. I do not understand, do they find it enjoyable? does it make them feel good to make fun of other people? i mean they must think of me an awful lot and their lives must revolve around me cuz i mean thats about all they talk about when i see them. They are perfect for each other. Both have something in common i suppose. But seriously, why do they do this? emily if u are reading this... why do u do this exactly. I mean it doesnt reeally hurt me or make me feel that bad because i know they are special and that their lives are obviously pretty boring and i know that if i was not in their lives they would not be as happy. and now they will know how that feels because i will no longer be in their lives. I am not talking to them anymore because why should i. If they are mean to me and make fun of me whenever im with them why should i waist my time and talk to them. Then im no better. So i have decided i will only talk to people who actully care about me and are nice to me :) good bye