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yeah anywayz, i went on a cruise, blah blah... went to mexico... blah blah... so basically what happened there, stays there... and trust, there was plenty... but no, no hot new dudes in my life... anywayz, i return to see several calls on my caller id from a person that i hadnt talked to in months and indeed missed a whole lot and had been trying to search for information on... and well we talked... and now im left contemplating on what i should do... i wanna be wit him (the same way i have for about 8 or 9 months now), but due to his situation, that would be hard (but not impossible) to do... i dont think im ready for that type of commitment... so basically, im give it to him straight before i fuck up n fly out of my mouth and ask him to be my bf... or the other way around in that case... i guess i cant have him just yet.. omg, itz tearing me up cuz we've put 'us' on hold on soo long, and now, it still cant be... ooh, i hate life