There was a time when everything we did seemed 2nd nature.
I am in the best mood ever. I am fully moved into the apartment with Kelli, Dani, Scott, and Dani's cousin. It is nice here, I can do whatever I want, And The people are nice. A little crazy, But so am I. I am sitting in my room smoking, Painting, And listening to Alkaline trio. I FUCKING LOVE IT.
I mean I miss my mom a lot, And I know she is SO sad that I moved out, Especially becasue it was about 2 weeks after Stephen. But as soon as I start driving I will see her as much I possibly can. I think it'll be good for us. Just meeting up random times during the week, and having lunch or whatever. She has helped SO much in this moving process. I am very gratful for her, I love her a lot. Writing all this made me call her so I did. She was worried something was wrong. I ate 2 aderol at like 12. And I have been So speedy. But I am being productive, So it's all good.
Life is pretty good, I am having a lot of fun. I am out of the house, I just need to get my license, Because I suck at that. And failed 2 times already. I will get them next time. And I need to get a job. Real quick, I have to start paying rent and bills soon. That's kinda exciting. My friends are amazing, I talked to Amber for about 3 hours tonight online. IT was good. I was typing like a mile a minute.
I am really enjoying this. I am so going to feel like shit tomorrow. I was hoping to see JOhn today, But he said he doesn't have money to come here, So I think he is riding here with Mike tomorrow. I can only hope. I miss him SO fucking much, And I love him so much more. I am kinda falling in love with him. I mean I bitch about him a lot a lot, But he has his own life, And so should I. This is just something completely different for me. I have never been in a real relationship. It kinda sucks my first has to be long distance. I talked to hiim for a little bit earliar, And I got really mad at him becuase he couldn;t come here today, So I got off the phone all pissed off. Then I traied calling him like 5 times, and he didn'tanswer. So I left him like 2 mean mean messages, Then I sent him a mean myspace message, I feel REALLY bad, And kinda like an asshole. He finally called me back at like 2 and told me his phone fell out of his pocket in the car, And he didn't know. He gives me a lot of excuses, BUt they could be true...Who knows.
I FUCKING LOVE LIFE.
I am in the best mood, But my back hurts a lot.
DAMN, I love this picture...He looks so hot.
<3
I mean I miss my mom a lot, And I know she is SO sad that I moved out, Especially becasue it was about 2 weeks after Stephen. But as soon as I start driving I will see her as much I possibly can. I think it'll be good for us. Just meeting up random times during the week, and having lunch or whatever. She has helped SO much in this moving process. I am very gratful for her, I love her a lot. Writing all this made me call her so I did. She was worried something was wrong. I ate 2 aderol at like 12. And I have been So speedy. But I am being productive, So it's all good.
Life is pretty good, I am having a lot of fun. I am out of the house, I just need to get my license, Because I suck at that. And failed 2 times already. I will get them next time. And I need to get a job. Real quick, I have to start paying rent and bills soon. That's kinda exciting. My friends are amazing, I talked to Amber for about 3 hours tonight online. IT was good. I was typing like a mile a minute.
I am really enjoying this. I am so going to feel like shit tomorrow. I was hoping to see JOhn today, But he said he doesn't have money to come here, So I think he is riding here with Mike tomorrow. I can only hope. I miss him SO fucking much, And I love him so much more. I am kinda falling in love with him. I mean I bitch about him a lot a lot, But he has his own life, And so should I. This is just something completely different for me. I have never been in a real relationship. It kinda sucks my first has to be long distance. I talked to hiim for a little bit earliar, And I got really mad at him becuase he couldn;t come here today, So I got off the phone all pissed off. Then I traied calling him like 5 times, and he didn'tanswer. So I left him like 2 mean mean messages, Then I sent him a mean myspace message, I feel REALLY bad, And kinda like an asshole. He finally called me back at like 2 and told me his phone fell out of his pocket in the car, And he didn't know. He gives me a lot of excuses, BUt they could be true...Who knows.
I FUCKING LOVE LIFE.
I am in the best mood, But my back hurts a lot.
DAMN, I love this picture...He looks so hot.
<3