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so i went to the mall today... oh and little miss sXe was there with her "perfect" boyfriend... JOY JOY!
the boys played football up at the church today... HOT!
so HE is with HER and i am not quite sure how i should be feeling about that! but right now it feels like it is not feeling too good! i dont know what it is but i just do not trust HER. i dont really like HER and i know she does not like me. its like she has a battle going with me to see who will get the guy and that is not what i want... i want to get the guy because i am the right one for him at this moment not because i am the better girl... or what ever! I DONT WANT TO BATTLE FOR HIM! i have faith in our "friendship" and i do trust him!
i really miss sarah shafer she has not been in school for the past few days because of her fight! i believe she comes back tomorrow!
well i am awfully tired... and damn i still have TONS of homework to do!
i hold you close but the wind still blows,
April
the boys played football up at the church today... HOT!
so HE is with HER and i am not quite sure how i should be feeling about that! but right now it feels like it is not feeling too good! i dont know what it is but i just do not trust HER. i dont really like HER and i know she does not like me. its like she has a battle going with me to see who will get the guy and that is not what i want... i want to get the guy because i am the right one for him at this moment not because i am the better girl... or what ever! I DONT WANT TO BATTLE FOR HIM! i have faith in our "friendship" and i do trust him!
i really miss sarah shafer she has not been in school for the past few days because of her fight! i believe she comes back tomorrow!
well i am awfully tired... and damn i still have TONS of homework to do!
i hold you close but the wind still blows,
April