Fairwell to the Summer of 2004
As most of you know, I always like to write an entry about the summer and how it was. Usually my summers are fairly decent, but this one...let me tell you...
It sucked royally.
Beginning of the summer was really great actually. Going to Miami with one of my favorite people ever was definitely one of the highlights of my summer. However...after that it all went down hill. I spent most of the summer playing my guitar or listening to music, and don't get me wrong, that's awesome and all, but still. I met some new people, some I wish I hadn't. People's hearts were broken, some more then others (mine in particular).
The summer was a complete bust. I had a feeling that it was going to be really good, and then I got grounded for being INCREDIBLY stupid with Aurora, though it was fun but completely not worth it. And these past few weeks I've been able to do nothing but eat, sleep, and play volleyball. It has yet again taken over my life and took away time from friends that I haven't seen in a while. Kelly since July, I went a month without Juliette, and I'm lucky Phil decided to stop by a little while ago.
Also, my last entry expressed how I was feeling on that day...and maybe a few days after that too, but that's not the point. I'm over it and we're friends. Yeah I still have feelings for him, but whatever he made a choice, good for him. The whole thing kind of made me realize possible feelings for someone else that I had a while back, that might have come around again. Who knows with me these days...
So goodbye to Summer 2004 for making me realize how much of an emo kid I truly am. Great, like I wasn't told that enough already.
Kelsey Lynn