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Mar 27, 2010 19:37

Two Ds
Zero jobs
Even I enter volunteer work for the selfish reason of not wanting to look and feel as though I do nothing of importance with my time, I'm still volunteering and thus doing extraordinary things with my time.
Also, it's not even yet April. There's still some time to apply for summer jobs, save my grades, and rund a few 10Ks in 1 hour and 13 seconds in the name of cancer research along the way.
I call it my plan.

I wonder about being rich in things and poor in soul. There are moments when I can feel myself irresistibly fixating upon objects. There is no thought in buying a t-shirt outside of self-absorbed questions: "Is this really worth that much money?" and "Do I look good in this or what?!". Of course everyone deserves sometime to take a mental vacation. But clocking back in is very difficult. I know that I'm on the verge of understanding and accomplishing and change the entire course of history (i.e. neuroses), and I still am fine with walking away from a train of though that would open my mind to its deepest capacity to invent. Perhaps great thinkers are great thinkers because they were also great self controllers who put their powers to work that they might also be great focusers.
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