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oh and my random subject was created by me :D so lately nothing much has happened. Today I thought we had a basketball game but we didnt so i was pleasantly surprised and later im going to the canisus/joes game with moll,jenna and i think we'll meet up with people. Tomorrow was supposed to be ski club with st marks but their cancelled cause of the weather which means we go without them or hopefully were cancelled too. I've realized that i am far to judgemental on myself. I notice all the bad things about me and pick my self apart thinking "well maybe if i changed this more people would like me, or maybe its becuase of this" and its dumb and idk i shouldnt put myself down like that. you have to admit though girls can be dumb when it comes to certain things and people. I do it to much though i think constantly of stupid reasons for why people might not like me.
"swallow me than spit me out, for hating you i blame myself
seeing you it kills me now, no i dont cry on the outside anymore
here i am once again, im torn into pieces cant deny it cant pretend
just thought you were the one ........"
o yea and the funniest shit just happened, this boy asked if i wanted to suck his "juggular" and after messing around and making me think it was his you know, he tells me its part of the neck. hahahaha