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[the_e_werd]

the cousin and his friend came to visit yesterday.
i was at school when he called to say they were here.
the apartment was a disaster!
i had to rush home and speed clean everything in 20 minutes.
i didnt get to stay and talk to mehdi which sucked cuz i thought i looked really good that day.
i made chicken and mushrooms for us and my cousins friend stood a little too close to me while i prepared it.
he kept flirting with me but i just wanted to eat.
they left shortly after dinner because they had a long trip home.

i realized i get depressed more when i do not sleep.
whenever i get my hours of sleep i feel a lot better. (duh)
but its so hard going to bed early when there is always so much going on.
i do not want to miss anything.

MARLEY BIT ME!
bob marley the chinese striped hamster face bit me today for the first time.
i screamed like a girl
it did not hurt but it just surprised me.
hmmphh.

30 more minutes to kill before school.
i am not going to let nerves get to me today.
stand tall, head high, smile and pretend it is the best fucking thing thats ever happened to you.
we shall find out how that works.
new tactics and new thoughts.
and go.