Oct 04, 2006 22:41
Well, they say things always happen for a reason. I hope that it turns out true in the up comming year cause i need some signs with my life and where its going. all ive been doing lately is racking my brain on what kenny should do. Getting told you arent gunna get into the college in UF you want to slammed a door in my face and locked it.ive gotta find a way to open it again. Ive always been one to have a plan with my life..as far back as i can remember. i hate how long it takes to get a degree, it kills me. i just wanna get it over with. when i think of where im at and where i need to be i feel so set back. i know i might be tryin to grow up to fast and im only 21 but damn i just want my degree. something no one else in my family has done.I love medical stuff but business is interesting to me as well..i can get into USF business school but should i try to get into USF health? should i go for nursing or should i go for a Physician Assistant like i wanted to. I guess i dunno how to open the door but one thing I do know is that I am done with UF. The councelors telling me what they did saved me time and money and stress, thank you for that. But damn why did I have to get knocked down..
Jenna and ashley come up this weekend for Homecommming and Gator Growl. Ive got 2 months left, mine as well enjoy them even if my stomach is torn up every day and i cant get the future out of my head. Now is the time that i set up my life, it doesnt just fall into place anymore..big bummer.