home for a few days
we went home for a few days..its great to go back and leave everything and just chill. I wanted to see my mom, of course i miss her. We went and ate at stonewood so i could see everyone and that was tight to go back and have all your friends that you miss and know they miss you alot too. Had my first drink with my mom, and then went out drinkin later on with my friends at Crazy Teds. It was sad to leave and i didnt want to but knew i had to go back to reality cause bradenton isnt reality for me now. gainesville is.
My mom bought us some groceries too and finally we have a full set of groceries in the house. Things are tough for us and gettin news from steven that isnt so good doesnt help that much either. Its not reassuring to be here and know somethings might not work out. he might not have the money, i might not get to uf next year..just a whole mess of things in our way. when are we gunna have it easy like everyone else. We are basically the only people that have to pay for our own stuff..rent/groceries/gas/insurance ect..it just sucks sometimes.Normality just feels so far away sometimes..unreachable..but i know its not at all.
My mom bought us some groceries too and finally we have a full set of groceries in the house. Things are tough for us and gettin news from steven that isnt so good doesnt help that much either. Its not reassuring to be here and know somethings might not work out. he might not have the money, i might not get to uf next year..just a whole mess of things in our way. when are we gunna have it easy like everyone else. We are basically the only people that have to pay for our own stuff..rent/groceries/gas/insurance ect..it just sucks sometimes.Normality just feels so far away sometimes..unreachable..but i know its not at all.