fuckety fuck fuck fuck
This weekend was a total waste of my teenage life.
Hopefully next weekend will be better.
Parental units are going to be gone all fucking day next Saturday..
YES.
At a football game.
They won't be home until late late.
So.
I might have a little party.
Meh.
OH YEAH.
I forgot.
TSOL<----truesoundsofliberty
I bugged Jose to let me go.
So I might.
I want to do something really really bad.
Unfortunately.
Nobody ever calls me.
>.<
::cries::
I feel like I've dug my own grave.
Burnt bridges and shit.
So not cool.
Must make more friends.
Hard stuff to do.
But seriously.
i like it when my phone rings. : /
I just want to talk on the phone with somebody...
Becky's always gone so I can't get a hold of her.
Eh.
OMFG.
It rained last night.
I was going crazy with horniness. x.X
AND watching retrosexual on vh1.
NOT a good mix.
i feel like alot of the relationships i have...or had...are
slipping away. i am drifting from a lot of you...and vice
versa. i don't know if it is because you're slipping away,
or i'm pushing you away, or i'm hiding, or you're hiding
or if we are both bored.....or if we both just do not care
anymore..but, it's happening with alot of people i know
right now...
Anyways...
I need to finish el seano's pantaloons.
I want to go to Taco Mi Pueblo.
Fuck I want to have a picnic so bad.
I should.
THIS WEEK.
Perhaps Wednesday.
At Sigler.
I will make samiches.
We could all just...lay on a blanket.
And stare at the sky.
And talk.
And I could watch people play...♥
We could drink cranberry juice.
And eat chips.
And potato salad.
It sounds so relxaing...
I've had many fond memories at Sigler..
Eatting stuff from Las Lupitas and littering there.
Walking around with Patrick in the Lot.
Eating a carton of chocolate icecream with Dave and Anita there.
Sitting with Dave there and watching cops drink beer.
Playing there with Becky, Jen, and Sean.<---who was making a fishy!
Getting told I was pretty by Sean there.<---threw sand at him for the lieZ!
Hearing a kid speaking alien languages with Dave and Anita.
::le sigh::
I'm having a bad bout of nostalgia.
MEMORIES GODDAMMIT.
I was on the bus with Dulce, on Friday, the one that goes around the shopping center near Beach.
I had memories on that route...
Going to dinner with Anita, Crystal, Long, and Allison.
Going to the beach with Becky, Anita, Mayra, and Sean.
Me and Sean sat in the front, it was fun. He had army boots, I remember. I thought he was such a cute little nerd.
Then on the way back from the Beach.
Going in front of the Dennys, my Mayra, Becky, Anita, Sean.
A second time, Me Becky, Dave, Sean, Anita.
It was night.
I was leaning over Becky's lap, and so was Sean.
They thought we were going to kiss.
We didn't.
I have a lot of those moments.
I keep remembering random things from the past.
Like. Shopping in an asian discount store.
With Becky, Mayra, Sean, and Anita.
I remember Anita bought a glass lantern, and it shattered.
She was sad.
I couldn't stop laughing at these little African statues. Their asses were huge.
AND THE MANNIKIN.
I remember Mayra was amazed at everything.
Becky wanted to buy Blue Soda.
Sean put on a bra, and some lady wanted to touch his mohawk.
I want fun times again.
I think we should all start hanging out...
.ifeelleftout.