wtf
god jose pisses me off.
why can't we all just be friends?
it's like what's the point
of even calling me
to tell me i'm a bitch?
and this shit
about him being scared shitless he was going to lose me
and that he didn't know
what he'd do
with out me?
A ploy to get into my pants, I'm pretty sure,
Sean and Dulce think so as well.
He tries to make me feel bad.
I don't know why.
He tells me I got Sean kicked out of Saturday school.
WTF?
And that he's really pissed at me.
And that I try to impress people, like Adam.
WTF? I barely even talked to him.
I don't try and impress people
anyways.
I have been thinking.
Not always a good thing as many of you would know ::cough::sean::cough::.
Putting myself down, yadda yadda yadda
Wondering if I'll ever find someone.
Eh.
i doubt it.
Sean said some goth guy will want to fuck me.
Ew?
I'm kinda tired of people just wanting to fuck me because I have nice tits..
I want.
More I guess.
Like.
Do they care?
Someone who thinks I'm nifty.
Someone who always ims me first, and always says goodbye.
because sometimes you don't get to.
Someone who spends a little extra time with me.
Tells me I'm pretty all the damn time.
Someone who makes the first GODDAMN move.
Someone who won't later say:
"OH I THOUGHT I LIKED YOU, BUT THE MORE I THOUGHT ABOUT IT..."
Because that's a let down.
You can't think that you "might" have liked someone.
You either did
or you didn't.
I want someone who will call me late at night
and won't talk incessently
about their goddamn hair.
IT'S BEEN SO LONG
SINCE
I HAVE HAD A REAL GOOD CONVERSATION.
WHICH CAN BE LIKE SEX.