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i move into my dorm in two days. i have all of my shit, except an umbrella. how i forgot that, i have no idea. i`m retarded. i packed up a lot of my life.
i`m really excited now, less nervous, more sad. i`m really going to miss my mom, no matter how bad a rap i used to give her. i was such an asshole, i should have gotten over myself in high school. oh well, too late now. i`m becoming a big girl now(i hope), with big girl underwear. i`m finally really ready for college, i think.
i`m a little sorry i didn`t visit you guys at band camp, but i think i`m ready for a little separation from high school first before i even think about visiting anything. i`ll probably come to a game, so don`t worry. you`ll see me again and i might just be a little older, a little wiser, a little more world-weary and a little hotter(doubtful). maybe a little less single. :P we`ll see.
oh, valley, how i`ll miss you and not miss you at all.
also, best of luck to all of you leaving this week if i haven`t talked to you. livin` on the edge, yeah!
p.s.: as if i update this ever, i don`t know if i`ll be updating much in college. IM me. :P