here i am take me or leave me...
in life there are many things, people, as well as situations i plainly do not understand. maybe it is that i don't want to understand, or do not know how to understand.
i also tend to make these things greater than what they actually are, maybe they are just that, and i should bring them down to a smaller scale.
there was once this person i always felt i needed to impress, i don't know why, i usually don't feel the need to impress anyone. i am the here i am take it or leave it person. or maybe i am not, maybe i am that person constantly searching for approval. and the person that i think that i am just does not exsist. whatever the story may be, there he was. thinking about it now, just makes me wonder why they had that much of an impact on me then, and now no impact at all, but everything changes so quickly in a years time. and as i look at them now, i only see a person that is at times is just as frightened as everyone else.
i also tend to make these things greater than what they actually are, maybe they are just that, and i should bring them down to a smaller scale.
there was once this person i always felt i needed to impress, i don't know why, i usually don't feel the need to impress anyone. i am the here i am take it or leave it person. or maybe i am not, maybe i am that person constantly searching for approval. and the person that i think that i am just does not exsist. whatever the story may be, there he was. thinking about it now, just makes me wonder why they had that much of an impact on me then, and now no impact at all, but everything changes so quickly in a years time. and as i look at them now, i only see a person that is at times is just as frightened as everyone else.