1st off, about friday. I apoligise to Steph, i did not mean for this sort of thing to happen and im not using alcohol as an excuse, but im sobour now and for that reason i will sort this is out in an apropriate way, or atleast to the best of my ability. I DO aprove of Steph and James, i wasnt against it at any point, i did make a statment to Nicole D. that "it didnt seem right" which was not meaning i was against it, simply that i had neva considered them being together which at 1st seems just different. That statement was taken out of context. I did get violent with Craig, for a while he had threatened to tell Kurt of the drunken mistake of hooking up wif Chris. He did not give me space to do so, the pressure just made it harder. As stated many times before, i love both Chris and Kurt in different ways and wot i do out of the influence of alcohol shuld not in anyway judge the kind of love i have for either. I do NOT however regret hitting Craig and if any1 has a problem wif that then ur intilted to your point of view, just as much as i am myself. If Craig had aprotched me in a way i felt was just to "ask me a question" then MABYE i wuld have responded differently. He has blackmailed, threatened and preasured me and for that reason i dont feel he wuld want to discuss wot happened with Steph in an ordely manner, rather just stir more shit in spite of me. And as for the statement earlier posted by Craig, "Does it feel good to attack a stationary object?" i will have to answer with another question, "Does it feel good to pressure, threaten and blackmail a girl who onli wishes all this to go away, into telling sum1 she love's sumthing that may hurt both of us? That may i add i already felt bad enuf for. (I Have now told Kurt and apoligised for wot happened with me and Chris, yet for sum reason Craig doesnt feel wot i done was enuf, despite that being wot he had asked me to do from the start)
1st off, about friday. I apoligise to Steph, i did not mean for this sort of thing to happen and im not using alcohol as an excuse, but im sobour now and for that reason i will sort this is out in an apropriate way, or atleast to the best of my ability. I DO aprove of Steph and James, i wasnt against it at any point, i did make a statment to Nicole D. that "it didnt seem right" which was not meaning i was against it, simply that i had neva considered them being together which at 1st seems just different. That statement was taken out of context.
I did get violent with Craig, for a while he had threatened to tell Kurt of the drunken mistake of hooking up wif Chris. He did not give me space to do so, the pressure just made it harder. As stated many times before, i love both Chris and Kurt in different ways and wot i do out of the influence of alcohol shuld not in anyway judge the kind of love i have for either. I do NOT however regret hitting Craig and if any1 has a problem wif that then ur intilted to your point of view, just as much as i am myself. If Craig had aprotched me in a way i felt was just to "ask me a question" then MABYE i wuld have responded differently. He has blackmailed, threatened and preasured me and for that reason i dont feel he wuld want to discuss wot happened with Steph in an ordely manner, rather just stir more shit in spite of me. And as for the statement earlier posted by Craig, "Does it feel good to attack a stationary object?" i will have to answer with another question, "Does it feel good to pressure, threaten and blackmail a girl who onli wishes all this to go away, into telling sum1 she love's sumthing that may hurt both of us? That may i add i already felt bad enuf for. (I Have now told Kurt and apoligised for wot happened with me and Chris, yet for sum reason Craig doesnt feel wot i done was enuf, despite that being wot he had asked me to do from the start)
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