stand offish ...////bored of downey losers////
everytime i leave downey i meet someone amazing.
why is it that everyone here feels the need to be rude.
downey and rudeness go hand in hand i supose.
i have meet so many people that i could have amazing friendships
and fabulous relationships with ...
most people here cant even compare to those people.
as they say ...
"there will always be paris."
i need to get out.
when i would think about leaving before ... it was like
well i have reasons to stay.
i can only think of three people worth staying here for.
and one doesnt even live in downey.
jayme ...i just dont even remember a time without her.
fabiana ...she helps me get through rough shit.
and
jessikah ...whom i never ever see ...is just there all the time
bad and good; bad fights and good fucks everything worth neededing
a friend for.
but are they enough to keep me in california for more than my senior year?
im not sure.
why is it that everyone here feels the need to be rude.
downey and rudeness go hand in hand i supose.
i have meet so many people that i could have amazing friendships
and fabulous relationships with ...
most people here cant even compare to those people.
as they say ...
"there will always be paris."
i need to get out.
when i would think about leaving before ... it was like
well i have reasons to stay.
i can only think of three people worth staying here for.
and one doesnt even live in downey.
jayme ...i just dont even remember a time without her.
fabiana ...she helps me get through rough shit.
and
jessikah ...whom i never ever see ...is just there all the time
bad and good; bad fights and good fucks everything worth neededing
a friend for.
but are they enough to keep me in california for more than my senior year?
im not sure.