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[the_disc0theque]

i couldn't do it...
i called his cell phone...
but the minute i heard his voice...
i hung up

i need to talk to him
i want to talk to him
but i cant talk to him
i shouldnt
i wont
but that doesnt stop me from wanting to

i just want to be able to ask him to explain himself
ask him why he wasnt here
ask him if he knows how much he hurt me
but i cant
and i wont

the end