get my money, buy my medicine,
cigarettes & wine, i love you more then you'll ever know.
wow, i wish more then anything i was sober enough to put together coherent sentences but alas, i shall try. i have to work 9-5 tomorrow so i really should be trying to get some sleep but i'm in the mood to be social ughhh. this=gayyyy. tomorrow better be a slop show cause i'm not working sunday or monday so i have plenty of time to recover haha. it's my mumma's birthday tomorrow, we are having a big bbq dinner for her, fillet men-yah (that's how you say it sorry i'm a horrible speller) and the like.
i talked all tonight to my boyfriends mom about her teenage years when she experimented with angel dust/acid it was fuckeddddd. that's one drug i don't think i will ever try. i mean, it's not as prevalent as it was in the 70s-80s but stillllll. i'm not a fan of hallucinogenic drugs, i feel to out of control. The one time i did a little bit of mushrooms was okay... i remember just laying awake looking at the carpet. it looked like the tide of the ocean going in and out, i watched it for what seemed like forever, it was very relaxing.
ty and i still smoke quite a bit of pot but thats it really.. i just do it to relalx. i don't encourage or condone anyone else from doing it. if you enjoy it, all the more power to you, but if you don't i can understand, it's not everyone's cup of tea - and i too have had my bad experiences with it (i.e fainting TWICE when getting to stoned - once while having sex, once while at the bridge with about 8 people... slightly embarassing).
i really wish i could afford a paid account, someone fucking buy me one.
no seriously.
also, i gained a bit of weight and as i expected i freaked the fuck out and now am dropping it again, cooooooool. does this not fucking suck? like seriously... i hate my body no matter what weight i am at, its awful, i just wish i could accept myself at a healthy weight and move the fuck on with my life.....
wow, i wish more then anything i was sober enough to put together coherent sentences but alas, i shall try. i have to work 9-5 tomorrow so i really should be trying to get some sleep but i'm in the mood to be social ughhh. this=gayyyy. tomorrow better be a slop show cause i'm not working sunday or monday so i have plenty of time to recover haha. it's my mumma's birthday tomorrow, we are having a big bbq dinner for her, fillet men-yah (that's how you say it sorry i'm a horrible speller) and the like.
i talked all tonight to my boyfriends mom about her teenage years when she experimented with angel dust/acid it was fuckeddddd. that's one drug i don't think i will ever try. i mean, it's not as prevalent as it was in the 70s-80s but stillllll. i'm not a fan of hallucinogenic drugs, i feel to out of control. The one time i did a little bit of mushrooms was okay... i remember just laying awake looking at the carpet. it looked like the tide of the ocean going in and out, i watched it for what seemed like forever, it was very relaxing.
ty and i still smoke quite a bit of pot but thats it really.. i just do it to relalx. i don't encourage or condone anyone else from doing it. if you enjoy it, all the more power to you, but if you don't i can understand, it's not everyone's cup of tea - and i too have had my bad experiences with it (i.e fainting TWICE when getting to stoned - once while having sex, once while at the bridge with about 8 people... slightly embarassing).
i really wish i could afford a paid account, someone fucking buy me one.
no seriously.
also, i gained a bit of weight and as i expected i freaked the fuck out and now am dropping it again, cooooooool. does this not fucking suck? like seriously... i hate my body no matter what weight i am at, its awful, i just wish i could accept myself at a healthy weight and move the fuck on with my life.....