me me me me
my thoughts encompass most of my time at the moment. confusion has led to an introspective nature. i am really trying to find myself but at the same time don't want to get there because who knows, i may get so set in my ways i never try anything new. middle aged adult same routine day after day after day. someday maybe i will find peace in that, who knows. i want to know all about everything though, i want to see it all and i want to continue to expand myself. foolish...probably.
take it easy man. it's not that bad. if it were that bad don't you think everyone would be upset about it? no, you are the only one that is concerned about it. you are making it into way too big of a deal. seriously though, it'll pass and you'll be over it. just like everyone else, so in retrospect does it really seem worth it to spend all this time making something you won't care about into a big deal, just for yourself. ass. i can't make you do it and really i don't care if you do or not, just don't bitch to me about how it's not working for you when you're so concerned with failure. alright. i don't give a fuck. didn't you hear, if you're not going to listen to any advice why are you bitching? oh, you want everyone else to feel sorry for you, suck your asshole, then i'll feel sorry for you.
i'm pretty much an asshole, but i'm always so nice. it seems almost impossible. i pull it off though, no one would really expect how much i hate them when i meet them. i smile and listen and make them laugh, it might almost seem like i liked them. they might even think we would have a good time hanging out because i'm so friendly and i make them feel good about themselves. when in actuality if we got into hang out mode, i'd slap them in the face and then piss in their mouths. for most people that'd be enough, but no, i'd take out the mayonaise i'd been letting rot on the counter for three months and make him eat the whole jar, but nobody would ever know just by meeting me.
confusion, it's really unnerving.
take it easy man. it's not that bad. if it were that bad don't you think everyone would be upset about it? no, you are the only one that is concerned about it. you are making it into way too big of a deal. seriously though, it'll pass and you'll be over it. just like everyone else, so in retrospect does it really seem worth it to spend all this time making something you won't care about into a big deal, just for yourself. ass. i can't make you do it and really i don't care if you do or not, just don't bitch to me about how it's not working for you when you're so concerned with failure. alright. i don't give a fuck. didn't you hear, if you're not going to listen to any advice why are you bitching? oh, you want everyone else to feel sorry for you, suck your asshole, then i'll feel sorry for you.
i'm pretty much an asshole, but i'm always so nice. it seems almost impossible. i pull it off though, no one would really expect how much i hate them when i meet them. i smile and listen and make them laugh, it might almost seem like i liked them. they might even think we would have a good time hanging out because i'm so friendly and i make them feel good about themselves. when in actuality if we got into hang out mode, i'd slap them in the face and then piss in their mouths. for most people that'd be enough, but no, i'd take out the mayonaise i'd been letting rot on the counter for three months and make him eat the whole jar, but nobody would ever know just by meeting me.
confusion, it's really unnerving.