my life. the confusion.

Dec 17, 2005 10:08

i wake up every day. i'm completely happy and satisfied with MY life. i'm completely in love, have a great girlfriend. i've got a decent enough paying job. i have great friends, i love my life. i'm on the great end of the spectrum.

i get to wake up every day to a world that treats people terrible, based on the location of their birth. also, to the family they were born to. business men, play with people's lives like it's a game of chess where they're the only one's that come out on top because whether they win or lose, they're going to end up falling asleep in a big mansion while all the poor people stay up at night worrying if they're going to be able to afford to buy there child a christmas present this year.

i see black, white, latin and asian kids in high school who are ignorant enough to hate each other based on only that. or kids who group together because of a universal hate for another race. fucking bullshit. we have so much more in commonn with the spics, niggeres and chinks then we do with george bush or john kerry.

these guys have no fucking experience or training programs they can go to. they're the same guys who did well in our education program. the one's who cheat and end up as validictorian. there's to much busy work and not enough time in high school to do all your shit yourself. of course they're going to cheat and why not? they figure out cheating works in our schooling system, hey maybe cheating will work at stanford or yale, i'm sure it does and then the brainwashing continues. the yalers and stanforders get a superiority complex because they cheated at a better school than the rest of us.

i talk to people who are going to school right now, they're taking and finishing up finals. i asked my roommate right after he took finals about whether or not he would remember anything he learned in any of his classes this semester. he told me no. this seems confusing to me, why go to school, pay money and spend your time doing something, solely so that you can say you took the class so you can get a better job. what the fuck is that?

what seems worse, is that people let this shit happen everyday. i wake up to a dream i'm convinced can't be real and yet i pinch myself and try to feel just to convince myself i'm actually alive and yet i still can't believe it. i couldn't possibly live in a world where people are so fucking evil that they are willing to kill thousands so that they can add another million to there net worth. FUCK THAT!!!

hypocrisy doesn't bother me. i'm a hypocrite. you're a hypocrite and so is your mom and dad. i haven't met anyone who doesn't say something and then do another, i have met some who don't see it as that and who disagree with me. if you disagree with me, more than likely you're just lying to yourself. if we were all just honest with ourselves and each other things might start to change.
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