my turn
so I figure it's my turn to update this old thing...
but I am going to be genuine [gosh how do you spell that?!?] about the update.
so I was told that yours was just a joke, but I figure whatev. life goes on. and I guess I am writing this as well because I know you wont read it either... even though I saw yours a few months ago I think. anyway...
life has changed. you were right about that. even since you posted that. so many ways since MM8, since the_developtors, since anything && everything.
life is really tough as things change, at least it used to seem so easy... just IMing you all night, or any other random friend and somehow still get up in the morning for practice... lounge through the day, hang out all night. ending with "I love you, see you tomorrow!"
Being optimistic is kinda hard when you look at the past and THAT was the optimistic part of it all, but now is so different and opposite, so I guess opposite of optimism is...
they say have no regrets, because at one time, that was exactly how you wanted it...
but thinking about it... isn't that contradictory, I did want it exactly that way...
not how it is now! duh! freaks... whoever made that quote up. *punch them in the face*
there are some times I wouldn't trade for the world, but at the same time, is it worth it... we have these obstacles I know... but think: "obstacles are put in our way, to figure out if what we are fighting for is really worth it"
Is it?
I cannot say that I know...
I can't say that I have seen you recently nor that I was going to say hi. cuz I haven't && I wasn't. There are so many struggles life gives you, but I would fight until death arguing that losing someone you care about is the hardest. so to you...
luke, aaron, dan, jessica, baby louis, to everyone that i have ever cared for and lost...
I still care, and I still love...you.
but I am going to be genuine [gosh how do you spell that?!?] about the update.
so I was told that yours was just a joke, but I figure whatev. life goes on. and I guess I am writing this as well because I know you wont read it either... even though I saw yours a few months ago I think. anyway...
life has changed. you were right about that. even since you posted that. so many ways since MM8, since the_developtors, since anything && everything.
life is really tough as things change, at least it used to seem so easy... just IMing you all night, or any other random friend and somehow still get up in the morning for practice... lounge through the day, hang out all night. ending with "I love you, see you tomorrow!"
Being optimistic is kinda hard when you look at the past and THAT was the optimistic part of it all, but now is so different and opposite, so I guess opposite of optimism is...
they say have no regrets, because at one time, that was exactly how you wanted it...
but thinking about it... isn't that contradictory, I did want it exactly that way...
not how it is now! duh! freaks... whoever made that quote up. *punch them in the face*
there are some times I wouldn't trade for the world, but at the same time, is it worth it... we have these obstacles I know... but think: "obstacles are put in our way, to figure out if what we are fighting for is really worth it"
Is it?
I cannot say that I know...
I can't say that I have seen you recently nor that I was going to say hi. cuz I haven't && I wasn't. There are so many struggles life gives you, but I would fight until death arguing that losing someone you care about is the hardest. so to you...
luke, aaron, dan, jessica, baby louis, to everyone that i have ever cared for and lost...
I still care, and I still love...you.