hmm...kinda confusing
so this is what i have on my mind right now...in no particular order, dylan(like if i really do like him), jessica(how she would feel and what not if i did, and if i should tell her or not), chris(how he is fucking coming back...YEY...that makes me happy), medxico(cause im talking to him, and of what we talked about last night), and my english homework
yea...thats about it for now...but its alot to be thinking about...im like still trying to decide if i even like dylan totally in the first place, and if i do, and he has a gf and doesnt even like me, then why am i wasting my time even thinking about him...and then theres jessica....cause if i do like him, i gotta talk to her...and just make sure she wont hate me and what not..and i just dont want to upset her, or make her lose any respect for me...hmm...i think i shall just wait till chris gets back, and let him figure it out for me...since he is good at that, and knows what people think and what not...i havent gotten to talk to chris in forever though...im so looking forward to seeing him...you guys dont even know...im like going to use him to my totally advantage...lolx..that sounds wrong...but i mean as a friend and that, and what not...and then...on top of it...theres my english project that i have no clue how to do...its great...damn teacher, he like doesnt explain things good...i like it better when they just give us a topic and say, ok, right on this, this is what it has to be about...but with him..its like no...you have the freedom to do what ever you want, with no clue what to do...BASTARD
GOODNESS GRACES GREAT BALLS OF FIRE...not to mention the whole new thing that just came up...well i guess it had been a thing before that, for like a long time, but im just clueless like that, and just did not know, until i was told straight out...im smart...but yea...thats confusing me...cause knowing me...ill mess everything up..like ill go and be like, yea this is what i want, only because its new and something i didnt know about, and i know its a given, but then lose interest very fast..and mess up everything...and feel bad...so yea....i dont have any clue what im doing anymore....but its all good...cause its fun to try to find out what i am going to do
yea...thats about it for now...but its alot to be thinking about...im like still trying to decide if i even like dylan totally in the first place, and if i do, and he has a gf and doesnt even like me, then why am i wasting my time even thinking about him...and then theres jessica....cause if i do like him, i gotta talk to her...and just make sure she wont hate me and what not..and i just dont want to upset her, or make her lose any respect for me...hmm...i think i shall just wait till chris gets back, and let him figure it out for me...since he is good at that, and knows what people think and what not...i havent gotten to talk to chris in forever though...im so looking forward to seeing him...you guys dont even know...im like going to use him to my totally advantage...lolx..that sounds wrong...but i mean as a friend and that, and what not...and then...on top of it...theres my english project that i have no clue how to do...its great...damn teacher, he like doesnt explain things good...i like it better when they just give us a topic and say, ok, right on this, this is what it has to be about...but with him..its like no...you have the freedom to do what ever you want, with no clue what to do...BASTARD
GOODNESS GRACES GREAT BALLS OF FIRE...not to mention the whole new thing that just came up...well i guess it had been a thing before that, for like a long time, but im just clueless like that, and just did not know, until i was told straight out...im smart...but yea...thats confusing me...cause knowing me...ill mess everything up..like ill go and be like, yea this is what i want, only because its new and something i didnt know about, and i know its a given, but then lose interest very fast..and mess up everything...and feel bad...so yea....i dont have any clue what im doing anymore....but its all good...cause its fun to try to find out what i am going to do