the days are long and lonely. . .
well i think this one is going to be a long one just to let you know.... but maybe it wont be iunno....
well i just got back from camping and i had alot of fun,haha, it was just my sister and my mom with me, i think that was the first time the whole year that all 3 of us did something together, wow, well i know we all enjoyed are selfs, even though me and my sister would fight alot well we were camping and then my mom would get mad then we would all be pissed off at eachother.. but thats okay you should see use at my house,me and my sister and my mom fight ALL the time, its sorta funny now that i think of it, but sometimes its not that great cas i feel like crap some of the time after all of us are done fighting. its sucks :S...
back to camping...okay are last night camping was alittle sad... cas my mom,and my sister and me were talking about how we grew up not having a dad around, well not my mom she had a dad, but me and my sister, but you prolly know what i mean neways.and i'm sure some of you know what thats like to not having a dad around... well its sucks for me and my sister, cas we remember when we did have a dad around and we did have money to bye whatever we need, and just how much fun we had with are dad, but the worst part is that we remember are dad walking out on us. (sad) i don't remember much of what happend but my sister tells me cas she was old enough to remeber what had happend... well i hated it!! i hate not having a dad, i hate how people at school ask what are you doing for fathers day, and i say nothing, cas i don't really see my dad anymore, that has to be the worst day of the years, fathers days, (starting to get really sad) well crap i'm going to stop talking about this cas i'm sorta getting sad thinking about it....
well neways i came back today, and i was sooo excited to come home, but then when we got home i was just like its really boring here i had more fun away from everyone then being back here... i was soo bored when i got home and i don't know why, i mean deep down inside i know i was exicted,but i mean i had more fun in the van driving home, then sitting at home just watching t.v and going on the computer. well i was hoping to see devon when i got home cas i had come home about 5 hours early then i was suppose to, and i was happy cas then i know i could see devon, but ,then he told me that we can't hangout cas he is going to the movies with his mom and his sister and her friend?? like come on you have sense them all week, and i just get back and already your to busy, but meh i don't care, i glad that i didn't see devon tonight to tell you the truth, and i'm glad that i have not really spent any time with him over the last 2 weeks, prolly cas we haven't really sense eachother in 2 weeks, but w/e i'm prolly going to see him tomorrow, and i bet i know what were going to do,hhmmm lets see, i bet he is going to want to come over here, and watch movies like he ALWAYS wants to do, like geez talk about boring after awhile, i would rather go for a walk and talk with you devon then sit at my house watching movies all the time.... but yeah i bet any money thats what is going to happen,unless devon reads this, then he will try and prove me wrong and then we will end up doing something else haha....
well i told this one was going to be a long one... you could have stoped reading but you didn't.... but this is going to end here neways haha
well yeah i'll prolly update this thing soon if i feel like it, and i'm glad that i'm home now
p.s camping was sooo rad!
well i just got back from camping and i had alot of fun,haha, it was just my sister and my mom with me, i think that was the first time the whole year that all 3 of us did something together, wow, well i know we all enjoyed are selfs, even though me and my sister would fight alot well we were camping and then my mom would get mad then we would all be pissed off at eachother.. but thats okay you should see use at my house,me and my sister and my mom fight ALL the time, its sorta funny now that i think of it, but sometimes its not that great cas i feel like crap some of the time after all of us are done fighting. its sucks :S...
back to camping...okay are last night camping was alittle sad... cas my mom,and my sister and me were talking about how we grew up not having a dad around, well not my mom she had a dad, but me and my sister, but you prolly know what i mean neways.and i'm sure some of you know what thats like to not having a dad around... well its sucks for me and my sister, cas we remember when we did have a dad around and we did have money to bye whatever we need, and just how much fun we had with are dad, but the worst part is that we remember are dad walking out on us. (sad) i don't remember much of what happend but my sister tells me cas she was old enough to remeber what had happend... well i hated it!! i hate not having a dad, i hate how people at school ask what are you doing for fathers day, and i say nothing, cas i don't really see my dad anymore, that has to be the worst day of the years, fathers days, (starting to get really sad) well crap i'm going to stop talking about this cas i'm sorta getting sad thinking about it....
well neways i came back today, and i was sooo excited to come home, but then when we got home i was just like its really boring here i had more fun away from everyone then being back here... i was soo bored when i got home and i don't know why, i mean deep down inside i know i was exicted,but i mean i had more fun in the van driving home, then sitting at home just watching t.v and going on the computer. well i was hoping to see devon when i got home cas i had come home about 5 hours early then i was suppose to, and i was happy cas then i know i could see devon, but ,then he told me that we can't hangout cas he is going to the movies with his mom and his sister and her friend?? like come on you have sense them all week, and i just get back and already your to busy, but meh i don't care, i glad that i didn't see devon tonight to tell you the truth, and i'm glad that i have not really spent any time with him over the last 2 weeks, prolly cas we haven't really sense eachother in 2 weeks, but w/e i'm prolly going to see him tomorrow, and i bet i know what were going to do,hhmmm lets see, i bet he is going to want to come over here, and watch movies like he ALWAYS wants to do, like geez talk about boring after awhile, i would rather go for a walk and talk with you devon then sit at my house watching movies all the time.... but yeah i bet any money thats what is going to happen,unless devon reads this, then he will try and prove me wrong and then we will end up doing something else haha....
well i told this one was going to be a long one... you could have stoped reading but you didn't.... but this is going to end here neways haha
well yeah i'll prolly update this thing soon if i feel like it, and i'm glad that i'm home now
p.s camping was sooo rad!