...we trade tit for tat like this for that...
Everyone changes when they leave. It's inevitable. Everyone changes when they stay too i guess but environment has a great effect on people whether they notice it or not and i believe that a new location speeds up the process. Not many people can actually see it as it's happening to them. I guess it's the same with growing as in you don't really realize that you're bigger until someone that hasn't seen you for a while points it out. I have a feeling that as we look towards the future. all of us. we beg for the past. it never seems to stay. it's alright to worry. all we ever got was cold. it's okay to be unsure. nawwwwww, the big show. things are...gonna change. i have to change. i am torn between wanting to and wanting to leave things be. i need to grow cuz i've definitely hit my max here in a lot of ways. bigger fishbowl syndrome. squash every week into a day. the routine. feelings get in the way of what i feel i really needed to say.