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[the_deadly_wish]

lately,

i can't sleep.
well, i can't fall asleep until around 2 in the morning.

i need to work on school.
mostly german.
but i procrastinate SO much.
that will get me no where in life.

i have spent my whole weekend in atlanta.
and i am ready to do it again.

my birthday is coming up, i will be 17.
i will live each day differently.
just as i do now.

i will be the same travis wagner.
just a year older.
nothing will change about me.

my birthday will be the same as the rest of them, people will say happy birthday, people will hug me, give me cards. and that will be that. nothing more, nothing less.

most importantly, i need to gain weight.
my weight, i am pretty sure, isn't healthy, especially for my age.

i am ready to graduate, i am so close. almost 1 1/2 years.
almost, i am ready for college.
i have matured, i have become more responsible.

i just need to find a job.

it is time for me to forget my past.
not worry about my future.
but take what is with me now.
and worry about the future when it comes.

i am the same travis wesley wagner.
i always have been, i always will be.

if you know me, you know travis wagner how he was 10 years ago, and how he will be 10 years from now.
i guess get used to it.