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Sep 22, 2006 00:55

why can't i sleep?

i don't want to be awake.
i really need to brush my teeth.
but i am too lazy to get up.
i also need to find a job.
but who the fuck cares?

everyone is asleep.

i really need to think.
this weekend... this weekend.
by myself, all alone.
perfect time.

what have i done?
i don't really know, this is the most important question i ask myself right now.
what have i become?
i am, well, i think i am the person i always have been. except for a few minor changes here and there.
will everything ever be ok?
i really hope so, it feels too weird. and i don't like it, not one bit.
do things feel less.... well, weird?
they do, i really think things will be back to normal soon.

here are some things to look forward to:

jackass 2 tomorrow with: matt fucking vassy, cuyler, max, zac, zach, trevor.
mahciu, heavy heavy low low, and ed gein- sept. 30th
the day everything is fixed- hopefully soon.

that is my schedule for the upcoming week.

lets do something, give me a call, i guess
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