Oct 12, 2005 22:56
so anyways what is the difference between a rat and a mouse. can anyone answer that one question for me.
i miss everyone so much. its like a part of me is missing. and half of the people i care about i never talk to anymore and that makes me feel bad. i think ive changed. im not like i used to be. and i hate some of the friends i made up here. this one girl im friends with god she talks about herself all the time and its like omfg. get a life. i went to talk to her about my weekend and how badly it sucked due to lack of communication between a certain parent but and i...and i started to tell her about it then she ignored me and started talking to some asshole about her problems. i was like whatever. then she got mad at me for listening to my cd player and ignoring her. what kind of fucking friend is she. shes fucking engaged and shes 16. her fiance is 19 and he lies to her all the time and she knows about it. he hangs up on her when they talk about something he doesnt want to here. and he has a history of cheating on every girl he has ever dated. duh.
idk. schools good. the home life is picking up. we are moving soon. we need a bigger house. my mom' boyfriend's son is moving in with us and he is the most annoying child i have ever met. hes 10 with the age capacity of a 4 year old. he whines about everything and worst of all his mouth doesnt shut up fot a second.
sorry im done ranting. ok something im enjoying at the moment is school. im loving it so much. all the people im meeting at boces are so nice. and i love culinary. its kind of wierd how much i love school. my new obsession is metallica. i love them and everything about them. they are so amazing. thats all i have to say about that. i quit smoking for a day but going cold turkey made me so bitchy i was so mean. so im cutting down. im working on quiting but its like the hardest thing i have ever done.
so anyways im going to try to write in here more often. i never write in here anymore. but all seems to be doin well. so ill keep you posted on everything. i love you all and i will talk to you soon. bye for now. <3Sarah