sorry im ranting about useless information.
so anyways alot of shit has happened. im living with my mom i hate her. shes a fuck up. whatever. im going for my ged at school. the courses are easy so the test should be easy too i guess. im going to boces for culinary arts. im studying cooking and working in resturants and stuff. its interesting. people are becoming stupid. no one up here interests me. i go to school from like 11 to 7 so im not home most of the day and when i get home theres nothing really to do anyways except fight with my mom and her fucking boyfriend who i plan on being rid of by the end of this year. my moms talking about marriage with him and i dont like him. hes an asshole most of the time. his son is a pain in the ass i end up babysitting him everytime hes here. hes 9 and he has the biggest additude in the world. he sucks up to everyone. hes spoiled and i want to strangle him. and then everywhere i go my little sisters there. i love her but she pisses me off. she goes in my room and goes through my stuff because she thinks she can. its been like almost two months i have lived here all together since june and i still hate it here. my dads off to florida. hes packed and shit and ready to go. he wants me to go with him but i dont know if i want to or not. i dont feel like moving like 9 states away. i hate the heat and i wouldnt be able to deal with no snow on christmas. i cant talk to my friends anymore. none of them are the same. i can talk to emily though. shes always there and i love her to death for it. she has always been herself and she always will be. shes an amazing friend. i love you emily moses kerr. my moms gonna send me to a therapist she thinks that living with my dad made me different. shes thinks im tramatized. im fine though. im still me just alittle more pissed off all the time. i dont think my mom ever knew me in the first place anyways. atleast my dad talked and listened to me my mom obviously doesnt. the one thing she has ever listened to me about is getting my ged and i had to argue with her for a week to get it. lol. well im tired and im done ranting. sorry for the long entry im just really stressed out and shit. well bye for now.