Jun 10, 2005 12:25
omg finally the last two days of classes have come. tuesday and wednesday i have final. finally lol. omg and then summer vacation wurd. this summer is going to be awesome. i can not wait. to much hanging out to do and some partying maybe. omg moses we need to party. frank the bunny and the pillsbury dough boy!!! <333. oh what now we're cool. today markstoday marks five months and 23 days since i last did a drug. can you fucking believe that. thats so crazy. i did not think i would be able to stop and then i did and i don't need drugs. my friends are my drugs. w00t. unfortunately some people don't believe that i have stopped but fine they can have that opinion i don't care because i know i have stopped and im proud of myself. and this summer is going to be so hard. nissa is going to be coming back. and im not going to start doing them with her. she wants to do them fine be my guest she will have to hang out with kristin for that. idk im fine with alcohol everyonce and awhile but thats pretty much it. lol.
today is friday. im not ready for school. i have to call emily while im in school. i have to find out what shes doing tonight. the only damn days i can hang out this weekend are tonight and sunday. i have to go dress shopping for my grandma's memorial thingy. god and i have to make a speech in front of like a hundred people. im going to be so nervous. me speaking in front of a large group of people= sweaty palsm fainting head aches nerves going crazy. so on and so on i think you get the picture. lol. i made an uh oh. last night i stopped smoking and i kind of quit cold turkey and now im like the bitch of the universe. lol. wow. thats not going to be good in school. but yea speaking of that i have to be getting ready now. love you guys and i will talk to you later. bye<333