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well friday night i did nothign because im gay and then today i was so looking forward to hanging out with emily because like i seriously miss her so much. i woke up at twelve and was getting ready to call her to see if we could hang out and my dad told me i couldn't hang out and that i had to help him outside today and i was like wtf. and then after we worked on the yard which was about 6 or 7 my legs were killing me and i was in so much pain from lifting all that damn wood and stuff. and then i had to help him make dinner and start to clean the house. tomorrow is mothers day and no one can hang out because of it. i hate my mother i want nothing to do with her. lol. so tomorrow my dad and i have to like clean the house so its totally spotless because sometime this week i guess these people that are friends with my aunt are coming up from new jersey to look at the house and they seem to be really interested. im trying to talk my dad into moving to south carolina its so beautiful there. I'm trying to talk him into moving to charleston. it's so beautiful there. or maybe like charlotte north carolina. its pretty there too. idk i don't want to move but whatever. nothings going on with the guy si like and he most definately doesn't like me back and i think its pretty obvious. god i need to leave orchardview that place makes me so miserable i can't take it. i don't see my friends anymore and i miss them terribly. i never get to come online anymore or call anyone either which sucks. my brother is always online and hes always on the phone and by time i get him off its so late i can't call anyone or no one's online. whatever im gonna go . i love you guys and i will talk to you soon i hope. bye<3