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i've changed a lot lately.
i no longer feel like i have any common ground with a lot of the people who used to share a square inch of understanding in this town with me.
i dont feel like i belong where i used to, or with whom i used to.
and i dont feel like writing here anymore.
who knows. this could be a phase, but it could be for real.
and i dont mean to disapear, but sometimes we need to do what we need to do.
so, bye bye livejournal. at least for a little bit.
and i'm sorry that i wont know what's going on with people anymore, or any such shallow nonsense. but hey: if you want me to know something, tell me about it! and if you want to know something about me, ask!
i'll keep posting in rollingboulders because it keeps me sane and occupied.
usually what's going on in there is what is going on in general, only in more cryptic ways.
i'll be going to RISD in the fall, and half of me already feels like i'm there.
the other wants so badly to keep one foot at home, wrapped in these familiar arms, but it knows it cant have what it craves.
i dont really know what i'm saying.
i hope people are well.
joe, i hope your dad pulls through. he's a fighter, remember that.
the world is big and scary and most of us are going off into it next year.
it's weird, and it's cool, and it's all a bit too real.
i always think too much when it rains.
bye.
i no longer feel like i have any common ground with a lot of the people who used to share a square inch of understanding in this town with me.
i dont feel like i belong where i used to, or with whom i used to.
and i dont feel like writing here anymore.
who knows. this could be a phase, but it could be for real.
and i dont mean to disapear, but sometimes we need to do what we need to do.
so, bye bye livejournal. at least for a little bit.
and i'm sorry that i wont know what's going on with people anymore, or any such shallow nonsense. but hey: if you want me to know something, tell me about it! and if you want to know something about me, ask!
i'll keep posting in rollingboulders because it keeps me sane and occupied.
usually what's going on in there is what is going on in general, only in more cryptic ways.
i'll be going to RISD in the fall, and half of me already feels like i'm there.
the other wants so badly to keep one foot at home, wrapped in these familiar arms, but it knows it cant have what it craves.
i dont really know what i'm saying.
i hope people are well.
joe, i hope your dad pulls through. he's a fighter, remember that.
the world is big and scary and most of us are going off into it next year.
it's weird, and it's cool, and it's all a bit too real.
i always think too much when it rains.
bye.