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ugh...I miss having a relationship. Not so I can say "OOH! im in a relationship!"
But because I miss the feelings, you know? Feeling loved, wanted. Having somebody you can talk about anything with. Just being with somebody and knowing that they want you. holding, touching, kissing. I feel so fucking weird without it. Like theres this huge part of me that is just gone now. GAH. fuck you, love. I hate you.
And now I feel like telling myself to shut up.
But because I miss the feelings, you know? Feeling loved, wanted. Having somebody you can talk about anything with. Just being with somebody and knowing that they want you. holding, touching, kissing. I feel so fucking weird without it. Like theres this huge part of me that is just gone now. GAH. fuck you, love. I hate you.
And now I feel like telling myself to shut up.