Why? Why? Why? ...

Dec 20, 2011 17:46

Hey everyone! I just realized it's been ages since I've posted and thought I'd reach out and let you all know I'm not dead (yet).

Things have been exceptionally crappy for me lately so I have been reluctant to gripe and whine about it. I still have no unemployment because I'm waiting for yet another appeal to occur. Therefore simple expenditures are now a luxury. beldar & I will be having an especially tight Holiday season as we had to replace two of his tires due to constant flatness. Then one of the other ones went flat on the way home so we have to get another one too. Luckily we had a small cushion on a card to cover this but that's pretty much it.

Plus, my phone broke into two pieces this weekend and is therefore totally dead (the screen has been dead for months but now it's totally gone). We don't know when or if we will be able to get a replacement so if anyone out there has to reach me, home phone or beldar's cell is all you've got.

My job search is looking more and more desperate each day. There are almost no jobs being posted and the few that are are knocking me out due to my lack of a degree. I looked into trying to get one in fall of 2010 but the only way I can is by taking out massive loans that I could never afford to pay back. I'm trying hard to be upbeat but it's really hard especially after all of this time and all of this shit.

So, that's my exciting shit-filled life. I hope you are all doing well. I will try to post more often. I just don't want to be so whiny and depressing all the time.

TTFN!

unemployment, bullshit, money, fuckery, stress, work

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