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So yeah, I got completely smashed a few days ago - first time ever and last time for a long while I think... there was something liberating about it... but the hangover was unpleasant to say the least (I couldn't keep food down for most of yesterday. Thankfully that's over with. Oy.)
At least reading week's in a few days - I'll be lonely, but I'll have some time to relax and not worry about midterms, school, med school applications or anything of that sort. I'm gonna make time to spend with friends and family and try to get the things in the back of my head to at least stay quiet for a while if not go away altogether.
I'm still feeling weird and not altogether myself, but I gotta move on sometime. I mean, blowing a single midterm or something because of this might be an excuse but I can't afford to throw away an entire semester because of anything, not even her.
I've got an anatomy lab test today and a histology one tomorrow - the one today could really go either way. If they pick muscles I know for sure that's great... and I'm pretty sure I know most of the major ones... except serratus. It's damn hard to find references that show exactly where all the bits of serratus are in a rabbit! (Yeah, dumb me for not sketching it while I had the chance, but we were rushed!) At least I'm pretty sure I can pick out dorsalis cervicis and ventralis thoracis. Stupid rabbits and their being uncommon.
Histology lab test tomorrow, but that should be a cakewalk. It's all "Identify the osteocyte in this picture" and "what sort of tissue is this thing?" - pretty basic stuff, I just gotta remember what differs between bone and cartilage.
It's been a tough few weeks and I'm not looking forward to Valentine's day, but nevertheless, I can do this. I've got good friends, family who care and most importantly I know I can get through this all right. I deserve to be happy and I'm gonna do my best for me.
At least reading week's in a few days - I'll be lonely, but I'll have some time to relax and not worry about midterms, school, med school applications or anything of that sort. I'm gonna make time to spend with friends and family and try to get the things in the back of my head to at least stay quiet for a while if not go away altogether.
I'm still feeling weird and not altogether myself, but I gotta move on sometime. I mean, blowing a single midterm or something because of this might be an excuse but I can't afford to throw away an entire semester because of anything, not even her.
I've got an anatomy lab test today and a histology one tomorrow - the one today could really go either way. If they pick muscles I know for sure that's great... and I'm pretty sure I know most of the major ones... except serratus. It's damn hard to find references that show exactly where all the bits of serratus are in a rabbit! (Yeah, dumb me for not sketching it while I had the chance, but we were rushed!) At least I'm pretty sure I can pick out dorsalis cervicis and ventralis thoracis. Stupid rabbits and their being uncommon.
Histology lab test tomorrow, but that should be a cakewalk. It's all "Identify the osteocyte in this picture" and "what sort of tissue is this thing?" - pretty basic stuff, I just gotta remember what differs between bone and cartilage.
It's been a tough few weeks and I'm not looking forward to Valentine's day, but nevertheless, I can do this. I've got good friends, family who care and most importantly I know I can get through this all right. I deserve to be happy and I'm gonna do my best for me.