SHADOW OF GOD

Feb 08, 2006 08:48

THEY SAY TOUGH TIMES DON'T LAST LONG BUT TOUGH PEOPLE DO.
BOY I TELL YOU, THESE TOUGH TIMES DO SEEM TO CLENCH TO YOU LIKE CRABS THOUGH. I'VE BEEN DOING A LOT OF THINKING LATELY.
ABOUT WHO I AM, WHO I WANT TO BE, AND THE PATH THAT LIES AHEAD OF ME. IT'S HARD COMING OUT OF HELL, YOU KNOW?
FACING THE SUN AND ALMOST MISSING THE COMFORT YOUR PAIN ONCE BROUGHT YOU.
I USED TO NOT LIKE MYSELF BUT DID ALWAYS ADMIRE MYSELF. ADMIRED MY STRENGTH AS I TOOK MY JOURNEY INTO HELL. I ADMIRED HOW I FACED DEPRESSION AND SUICIDE WITH GRACE. I WAS AFRAID TO BE HAPPY. AFRAID THAT THE THING THAT MADE ME SPECIAL, THAT MADE PEOPLE CLING TO MY WORDS, CLING TO MY AURA.. WOULD GO AWAY. SO I TRIED TO KEEP MYSELF IN MISERY. BUT BEING MISERABLE ONLY MAKES YOU MISERABLE.
SO I STARTED MY JOURNEY OUT OF THE DARKNESS, I STARTED MY JOURNEY OUT OF THE SHADOWS OF THE PITS IN HELL.
AND I'VE COME THIS FAR, IT FEELS LIKE IT WAS SO LONG AGO THAT I TOOK MY FIRST STEP INTO THE SUN. MY EX CALLS ME HER CHAMPION. BECAUSE I WILL FIGHT WHATEVER GETS IN MY WAY, I WILL DO THE RIGHT THING.
THERE ISN'T MUCH TO FEAR AFTER YOU'VE FACED THE DEVIL IN THE EYE AND NOT BLINKED. YET I FEAR SO MUCH. I FEAR WHAT THE FUTURE HAS IN STORE FOR THIS FALLEN ANGEL. BUT I WONT LET IT STOP ME.
I WANT TO DO RIGHT, AND IF I HAVE TO PAY FOR MY SINS, I WILL. FEAR WILL NOT STOP MY ROAD TO REDEMPTION, I WILL FACE MY DESTINY WITH MY COLD GAZE.
THE SHADOW OF GOD. THE DARK REFLECTION OF HIS EXISTENCE.

CHAMPION TO MY PEOPLE
YOUR ONE AND ONLY, SUICIDE KING
SK1
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