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i can't hold on much longer. I can feel my life slipping out of me, my brething starting to slow down. I knew i shouldn't have done it, i knew it would cause pain to many, but it was something i needed to do. Now it's to late and i don't want to anymore. Oh god why did i go into the tree like that. What was i thinking. I know life isn't as easy as i would like it to be, but to take my life for it. But then i think of what is on the other side, and how much better it must be. No worries, hopefully, nothing. i would finally be happy. Oh how nice it would be to be happy. But i can't. I won't. I will sacrafice my happyness for the ones i love. Only my circle of friends and my mother keep me alive. only you few. If it weren't for you, i wouldn't be here. I love you guys.