Dec 23, 2007 01:22
Never, it will never fucking happen, why am I so fucking stupid, build my hopes up for no fucking reason, trying to stay positive in this situation just drives me fucking insane, I hate myself i'm too fucking emotional, and too fucking thoughtful, if I we're just normal maybe I would have what I desire most...but every time I try to make myself forget or just go with the flow it ends up back firing and I embrace it I fucking hate it so much, I wish.....ugh I wish it we're just easy, that life will get better not constantly stay the same or get worse, but nope I had to be born with fucking emotions, which is the worst and I hate them, unless they did me good, but they don't. ever, I can't take it they're too much, I'm fucking done.
"If you cant get someone out of your head maybe they're suppose to be there" why was this quote created, its fucking full of shit apparently, or are they supposed to be in your head to cause you pain? maybe the quote means "brings pain" that has to be it, because I have yet to see any good fucking news from it
I would give up so many things to have what I most desire I truely would
All I want for Christmas is....her.