Dec 19, 2007 01:06
kay posting quick and its copying and paste from an AIM convo cause i don't really feel like typing but this is how I realized life is for me now
Don't believe what I've said in the past about loving girls that was all fake, even Nikkayla, I may have liked her a lot with passion, but not love, not true love anyway, I was wrong, blinded by sorrow, I lied, I am stronger now and realize my mistakes looking in the past. Honestly i've realized, now that i'm single what is real feeling and what isn't. My mind is clear now, you were right my problem was jumping from girl to girl, even if its been 3 weeks, i've still recovered from something i've wanted recover from for a long ass time. I am no longer emotionally unstable, nor constantly negative, and still improving.And I want to say i love you and I appreciate you always being there for me even if i seemed hopeless or retarded, i'm grateful to have you as one of my closest friends Kaitlyn *tips hat*