Life
sooo....Not much been going on, well I guess, idk my Volvo is broken now, radiator hose had a leak in it and the presser made antifreeze spew everywhere under the hood so i had a hard time getting home the other day from Rich's work, it was bad, couldn't fix it for a while i was out in the cold a lot, engine kept overheating, also antifreeze got in the oil yay so its not drivable once i replace the hose too, whatever Dave said he can get his friend to put my parts in my BMW for free, so I'm pretty suped, so that will be done by next week I'd say then it will be drivable. other than that, I've been playing Halo 3 basically, hanging out with Dom, and Dave, been talking to Nikkayla still too, we're still working our shit out between each other to be friends I guess, it's pretty tough to deal with. On top of that I talk to my mom a lot now, drive her places, or did, hopefully I'll have a car by Sunday because I have to go to a family Christmas party and miss out on the Patriots game, so i have to record it.
Then theres the love life stuff I guess, idk its on and off, when I'm alone I start thinking a lot, and start missing certain people. I think I am over the whole diving for a relationship thing, I plan on staying single for a little while now and see how well I can hold or how well it goes. I keep thinking about Laura a lot lately even though we haven't been talking, I miss talking to her. I like talking to close friends that are girls at night only certain chicks though, it makes me feel better usually, haven't been able to much though, hence why I'm updating my journal.
So my friend Kaitlyn, we we're supposed to hang out tomorrow, or today I should say, but she bailed since she lives in Mass and didn't want to drive all the way here and I don't really have a car, but I've only met her once, it sucks we have quite a sexual attraction to each other too, and are very close friends, not close enough though, because she hates talking on the phone, so we usually talk on AIM and texts, its okay i guess though.
Oh btw, Brianna called me tonight for the first time in...forever she apologized to me about what she did and shit, and idk what to think about this, shes sooo.....dramatic and too lovey dovey romantic for me to tolerate i think, not to mention very forward, she was giving me kisses on the phone and we only talked like 20min....yeah shes crazy I told her, and she agreed, but shes changed a lot in different ways, not sure though. Whatever i'll go along with it, if she wants to be friends, I wont deny her, everyone deserves another chance.
Other than that, I know what I want for Christmas, an LCD HDTV for my room maybe 20 to 26'' one, and a Navigon 5100 GPS system
Then theres the love life stuff I guess, idk its on and off, when I'm alone I start thinking a lot, and start missing certain people. I think I am over the whole diving for a relationship thing, I plan on staying single for a little while now and see how well I can hold or how well it goes. I keep thinking about Laura a lot lately even though we haven't been talking, I miss talking to her. I like talking to close friends that are girls at night only certain chicks though, it makes me feel better usually, haven't been able to much though, hence why I'm updating my journal.
So my friend Kaitlyn, we we're supposed to hang out tomorrow, or today I should say, but she bailed since she lives in Mass and didn't want to drive all the way here and I don't really have a car, but I've only met her once, it sucks we have quite a sexual attraction to each other too, and are very close friends, not close enough though, because she hates talking on the phone, so we usually talk on AIM and texts, its okay i guess though.
Oh btw, Brianna called me tonight for the first time in...forever she apologized to me about what she did and shit, and idk what to think about this, shes sooo.....dramatic and too lovey dovey romantic for me to tolerate i think, not to mention very forward, she was giving me kisses on the phone and we only talked like 20min....yeah shes crazy I told her, and she agreed, but shes changed a lot in different ways, not sure though. Whatever i'll go along with it, if she wants to be friends, I wont deny her, everyone deserves another chance.
Other than that, I know what I want for Christmas, an LCD HDTV for my room maybe 20 to 26'' one, and a Navigon 5100 GPS system