Life and Death.

Oct 10, 2009 13:34

So moved in with Girlfriend, just emerging from the cloud of stress and mayhem that brought. Still questions for me on this whole girlfriend business. Life was less stressful before. Cat sitting Bat for Eva, so Sid is a bit put out. And last but not least, Mum is undergoing valve replacment heart surgury on Tuesday.

On a selfish note, we were told the Op would happen anytime from June onwards. I cancelled two f**king holidays to make sure I'm here for Mum. But I booked two weekends away at the end of October. The Operations hangs through June (corsica hike cancelled), July, August, September (Egypt diving cancelled), October... until yes.... 4 days before weekend #1. Its proof there is a God, and it is an utter bastard. OK, OK, I'm well aware this is selfish, that they are small in the grand scheme, and I'll get on with things, I'm just saying...

The potential of living through such operations is 96.5% (2008). A moderately interesting statistic to encounter. Time to head home and help Mum have a really good weekend. She has gone for a haircut... I'm not sure what that says about her state of mind. I'd like you all to be really kind about what this post says of my state of mind.
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