pomfg, emma learnt something at g&t. o.O

[the_criket]

 Okay, so we had this G&T arvo at school today.  Usually, they're ridiculously pointless and the only reason we bother to turn up is because we miss two classes.  Today, however, I actually learnt something.  Well, learn is a strong word--I actually came away from it having discovered something about myself and having an objective.   I'm terrified of rejection and being judged, and the whole afternoon was about taking risks.  So my risk?  To be myself and stop lying and/or convincing myself that I agree with someone just to conform.  Worst case scenario is that everyone hates me, but...well, not much I can do about that then.

I'm finding it so hard, though. ><  For the first time, I'll actually have...opinions.  Scary thought.