May 12, 2005 23:35
never, would you? You sure, could I have
She says that she doesn't want a friendship
She can't live her life with me as a friend
I can't figure out why I give a damn to what she wants
I don't understand an hour before the then
Most of this garbage I write that these people seem to like
Is about you and how I let you infect my life
And if they got to know you, I doubt that they would see it
They'd wonder what I showed you how you could leave it
A friend said that I should stay persistent
If I stay around I'm bound to break resistance
Fuck you Vickie for defining my existence
Fuck you and your differences
Ever since you were a young lad with a part-time dad
It was hard to find happiness inside of what you had
I studied your demeanor, I digested your pain
And vowed no friend in my path would have to walk the same
Travel like sound across the fake ladder
I travel with spoon to mix this cake batter
And I travel with feels so I can deal with touch
It's like that, thank you very much, fuck you very much!
(Yes, yes it is)
And everyone in your life would mistake you as love
everyone in your life would mistake you as love
everyone in your life would mistake you as love
(Yes, yes it is)
And everyone in your life would mistake you as love
everyone in your life would mistake you as love
everyone in your life would mistake you as love
Fuck to what happened, I got stuck
They can peel pieces of me off star struck
Used to walk with luck, used to lend you a hand
Fell behind the paper roll of a slower man
I want to stand on top of this mountain and yell
I want to wake up and break up this lake of hell
I feel like a bitch for letting this shit twist me up
The last starfighter was wounded, time to give it up
On a pick it up mission, kept it bitter
Gettin' in a million memories just to forget you
The difficulty in keepin' emotions controlled
Cookies for the road, took me by the soul
Hunger for the drama, hunger for the nurture
Gonna take it further, the hurt feels like murder
Interpret the eyes, read the lines on your face
The sunshine is fake, how much time did I waste?
Fuck you vickie for decieving me
Fuck you vickie for not believing me
I wanna say fuck you because I still love you
No, I'm not okay, and I don't know what to do
Do I sound mad? Well I guess I'm a little pissed
Every action has a point, five points make a fist
You close em', you swing em', it's hurts when it hits
And the truth can be a bitch, but if the boot fits
I got an idea: You should get a tattoo that says warning
That's all, just a warning, so the potential victim can take a left
And save breath, and avoid you, sober and upset in the morning
I wanna scream, "Fuck you vickie!"
But the problem is I love you vickie
So instead I'ma finish my drink and have another
Well you think about how you used to be my significant other
I'M CLUELESS! never, would you? You sure, could I have(?)
- AtmOsphere