the clock says...4:32..what is wrong with me?

May 08, 2004 04:32

what an interesting night...

Robby..James..Chris..need i say more
fun times..i <3 u guys..and ur smooth legs..LoL

Love songs suck..

I think I'm the only one left awake now..I can't effing sleep but I cant stop thinking..so..here we go..

There are certain people in my life that, I dunno how 2 say it, but I think I'd be better off without (I'm not saying I dont want them in my life..but I wish I was treated differently) whether it is because of the way they make me feel or things they do..this sucks..I am not very good at expressing the way I feel..I have lots of things to say but I never can say the right things..or I word things BADLY..Oh man..I wish sometimes they would put themselves in my shoes and see sometimes that things that might be said are not taken as lightly as I pretend to take them. If time could rewind..I need somebody to talk to..seriously..will somebody help me?

and then there's lovely Beat Street..

I think I'm doing more for the D'Oyley madre for mother's day..than my own..which is good..I mean geezze..my mom freakin kicked me out..and she took me in and helped me when I needed somebody..I truely love her..and Danielle and Lisa ..I love you guys too..i dunno if i ever thanked you all for everything you've done for me..if it wasn't for you guys..i would've lived on the streets and would of rather killed myself..and school-wise I wouldnt try and now I am actually turning around..and doing okay..I Blame you guys..:)

I love Caitlin Flanagan..no matter what people say.. she always knows what to say.. whether its a lie.. i dont care.. I know I can always call you and you'll be there for me..I'm spoiled I have such good friends..:)

I think this is enough for 2night..

<3 heff
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