Aug 12, 2005 00:16
i cannot believe there is only a little over a week left of summer. how can that be? i can't make up my mind if i am excited or not for school to start. i guess i am excited for parts of it. mostly seeing my friends and having class with some of them. other parts, not so much... i am already getting nervous for auditions which are on the first day of school, but luckily i found my monlogue this past monday after hours in the public library and i already have my song and i got headshots taken on tuesday, so i seem to be in pretty good shape. now all i really need to practice practice practice! i cannot believe everything is approaching so quickly. summer always goes too fast! part of me wants to stay out here in beautiful san diego with my family and enjoy the sunshine and the beach, but i kinda miss tucson, well more the thought of it really. i know once i get back there i will be wishing to be back here at my parents house (duh!). it hasn't really hit me yet but now that my family has moved to san diego, everything will be different: there will be no more family dinners on sunday, no stopping by and visiting, and i will actually have to go somewhere for holidays. to think of this makes me sad since i am pretty close with my family, but i guess there is always the phone, right? =( =( =(
anyway, here it goes all over again and i can only hope for a good year, a good separation, and most of all, a good audition/callback/part.