guilty until proven innocent!
i currently reside in the science library, taking a brief respite from my lucid dreaming research.
i've developed this strange new condition here that never existed for me in highschool. this is the condition of imaginary deadlines. i create these due dates for myself that don't exist in reality, and push myself to finish by my own date. this is uncharacteristically ambitious of me, and truthfully, i'm frightened. and yet its working. like really working. to the point where im passing in a paper due the 19th on thursday.
dont get my wrong, i still find plenty of time to procrastinate at bates for over an hour during dinner time, and make frequent trips to the wang. or sit in shannons room with lillian until 2 am laughing silently at everything and anything.
all i can ever think about is the end of the semester. im surprisingly content here at this moment, swimming ferociously in work and praying for more snow. i dont know. its going to be a good winter.
i've developed this strange new condition here that never existed for me in highschool. this is the condition of imaginary deadlines. i create these due dates for myself that don't exist in reality, and push myself to finish by my own date. this is uncharacteristically ambitious of me, and truthfully, i'm frightened. and yet its working. like really working. to the point where im passing in a paper due the 19th on thursday.
dont get my wrong, i still find plenty of time to procrastinate at bates for over an hour during dinner time, and make frequent trips to the wang. or sit in shannons room with lillian until 2 am laughing silently at everything and anything.
all i can ever think about is the end of the semester. im surprisingly content here at this moment, swimming ferociously in work and praying for more snow. i dont know. its going to be a good winter.