Free falling without a parachute..
So apparently I'm 20. Apparently that also means I need to start acting like it. Dad also comes home next weekend. August long when I'm supposed to be at my cabin, at the social in Toutes-Aides. FUCK. This DUI shit is really fucking with me right now. My birthday was awesome. But now I'm sad again.
All I can say right now is someone please get me the fuck out of this house :(
I'm almost thinking that I never should have came back from Calgary. At least out there some things made sense. Since I've been back nothing has been right. The only thing I got is my friends. Specifically Marissa.
So, with that said. I'm moving away. I've gotten job offers from a stable in New Jersey, and two other stables in Ontario. If those fail then it's back to Calgary in January. Hopefully by then I still have my license and car.
So fuck this and fuck you.
All I can say right now is someone please get me the fuck out of this house :(
I'm almost thinking that I never should have came back from Calgary. At least out there some things made sense. Since I've been back nothing has been right. The only thing I got is my friends. Specifically Marissa.
So, with that said. I'm moving away. I've gotten job offers from a stable in New Jersey, and two other stables in Ontario. If those fail then it's back to Calgary in January. Hopefully by then I still have my license and car.
So fuck this and fuck you.