I dunno anything
Am I insensitive? Callous? Cold? Do I seem distant most of the time like I don't really want to be close to anybody? Do I act like I don't really care about anyone but myself? Do I ask people about themselves and how they are doing in life? what are they up to and what projects are they working on?
For some reason I'm starting to think maybe I don't really know anybody because I don't take the time to ask what is going on in their lives but I'm not sure if I should care. On the other hand people are always asking me what so and so is up to and I just shrug and have to say "I don't pry into the personal lives of the people around me" or "don't know". Maybe I should take the time to ask the people I know some questions about their lives. Then of course it could all be just in my head but Tabitha once told me I was cold and distant and for some reason when I think about other people I can't bring to mind what they feel is important or what spurred the choices they've made to get them where they are now. Maybe she's right and I am distant. But last night Casey told me talking to me was like talking to a brick wall and it made me start to think.
Didn't work today not sure how I feel about it. part of me wanted to actually acomplish something today and the other part wanted to veg. Thus in the spirit of compromise I cleaned the common area of the apartment and then watched the second disk of scrubs. now I need to clean my room and do laundry :P
Chuck out
For some reason I'm starting to think maybe I don't really know anybody because I don't take the time to ask what is going on in their lives but I'm not sure if I should care. On the other hand people are always asking me what so and so is up to and I just shrug and have to say "I don't pry into the personal lives of the people around me" or "don't know". Maybe I should take the time to ask the people I know some questions about their lives. Then of course it could all be just in my head but Tabitha once told me I was cold and distant and for some reason when I think about other people I can't bring to mind what they feel is important or what spurred the choices they've made to get them where they are now. Maybe she's right and I am distant. But last night Casey told me talking to me was like talking to a brick wall and it made me start to think.
Didn't work today not sure how I feel about it. part of me wanted to actually acomplish something today and the other part wanted to veg. Thus in the spirit of compromise I cleaned the common area of the apartment and then watched the second disk of scrubs. now I need to clean my room and do laundry :P
Chuck out